3 Days
As the date of my departure inches ever so closer, I've been thinking about all that has happened. Yes I'm feeling a little emo right now...actually...I'm feeling really fucking emo right now and well thats to be expected.
I have made a crap load of acquaintances since I arrived here one cold afternoon in March 2006 but only a select few are people that I would call "friends." I guess no matter where you go, you always stay the same. In Australia I also have a crapload of acquaintences but only a few friends. And thats the ways I likes it...
See?? Didn't I say I was feeling real emo atm...alright...back to things I'm doing. So I just packed up two boxes full of crap that I'm gonna ship back to Sydney. Man did I buy a lot of junk this year. Looking around the room now...there's still a tonne of crap lying around. Gonna try squeeze all that stuff into luggage. Should be alright...methinks. And although I've often complained about Riverside, I'm gonna miss this little craphole. What started as a dingy lil shoebox apartment had been transformed and given personality and become my home away from home.
It really has been a great year but as we all know...good things must come to an end. Seems everyone that I talk to back in Sydney says stuff along the lines of "you gotta face reality again once you get back"...and it does seem like I had escaped reality for almost a year...that I've been in this one long dream all along. All good things must come to an end but I hope that when I leave, one thing doesn't end. How long is it going to last? That's a question I get asked quite often (to those of you who I've told, you know exactly what I mean...hehe) and well...I ain't got an answer to that. No matter how much I plan or think, I don't think I'll ever really know until I give it a shot...which is exactly what I plan to do...
(you see!! completely and utterly emo right now!! EMO!!!)
I have made a crap load of acquaintances since I arrived here one cold afternoon in March 2006 but only a select few are people that I would call "friends." I guess no matter where you go, you always stay the same. In Australia I also have a crapload of acquaintences but only a few friends. And thats the ways I likes it...
See?? Didn't I say I was feeling real emo atm...alright...back to things I'm doing. So I just packed up two boxes full of crap that I'm gonna ship back to Sydney. Man did I buy a lot of junk this year. Looking around the room now...there's still a tonne of crap lying around. Gonna try squeeze all that stuff into luggage. Should be alright...methinks. And although I've often complained about Riverside, I'm gonna miss this little craphole. What started as a dingy lil shoebox apartment had been transformed and given personality and become my home away from home.
It really has been a great year but as we all know...good things must come to an end. Seems everyone that I talk to back in Sydney says stuff along the lines of "you gotta face reality again once you get back"...and it does seem like I had escaped reality for almost a year...that I've been in this one long dream all along. All good things must come to an end but I hope that when I leave, one thing doesn't end. How long is it going to last? That's a question I get asked quite often (to those of you who I've told, you know exactly what I mean...hehe) and well...I ain't got an answer to that. No matter how much I plan or think, I don't think I'll ever really know until I give it a shot...which is exactly what I plan to do...
(you see!! completely and utterly emo right now!! EMO!!!)
posted by Scattered!! at 2:10 PM
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