4 Days

I've decided to add a new post everyday until I leave Japan...it helps my emo-ness atm. Before I get started, lemme jus say, "gong xi fa cai, xin nian kwai le" to everyone out there. This be the first Chinese New Year EVER that I didn't get to celebrate in Sydney with my family. People have their Christmases, their Easters but for me...Chinese New Year is always my favourite time of year. There's just a certain atmosphere around this time thats just great - its festive, spiritual etc. And the New year's eve dinner!!! I MISSED IT THIS YEAR!!! Ah man...mushroom and abalone soup, succulent pig etc...*sigh*...man am I hungry right now.

Anyway enough of that...on to Japan. I've got only 4 days left before I leave. I thought the mood was gonna be a festive, celebratory one. Make my last memories of Japan happy ones. And for the most part, they are...but for one thing...Chris. Throughout the year, he's basically been like my best friend here. He was the guy I hung out with the most, got wasted with the most etc. Now, within the space of a week, we've gone from friends to him completely ignoring me and everyone else. He's been accusing us of plotting against him or something..what the fuck!!?? It has something to do with him and Yuki - they had a real bad break up or something. He's lost it...I believe he thinks we all (that is...me Tomo, Misa etc) know something about Yuki that we're hiding from him...that she's cheated on Chris and we all know about it and have evidence but aren't giving it to him or something. He's lost it...and I'm pissed off yet a little worried as well. Usually, if it doesn't concern me, I don't give a shit...but somehow, I'm involved now and well...ah fuck it!! To hell with it!! In my last days in Japan I've got more to worry about than what the hell Chris is thinking. If he wants to end things like this so be it...shouganai...I'll probably never see him again...laters Chris...despite how things ended up...it's been real...